Friday, February 27, 2009 10:09 PM
so far life has been unfair to me .
damn ! lately , i have been doing alot of thinking , i know at this
moment of time i shouldn't face myself with any distraction
but i can't help it . & FUCK i hate being alone ! i will have
this tendency to think all the negative side of life . somehow i
don't even know myself ? what my life will be without my frens ?
sometime i feel like hanging out with my friends but i always
hesitate to give them a call and its not because of them , its
just the feeling i had . im just afraid and i don't know why .
but seriusly having this feeling sucks , really sucks ! but still
i must stress this , i just feel stupid sometime to labelled some
of them as my closefrens easily . i qoute this from one of
my fren p.m " why treat sum ppl as ur priority when they
only treat you as their choices ?" which i totally agree yea.
sometime i choose to ignore but i can't possibly run from reality
right ? but seriusly someone please tell me where did i go
wrong ? things wasn't like this before . i miss the bonding
together . the laughter , the sorrowness shared together . perharps
two werds now , ' no more' :( uh fuck ! tell me someting i don't know .
ahh im feeling so pathetic right now . k whatever , going thru this
obstacle of life made me more stronger and independant though .
anyway i got addicted to rin on the rox . gaaah their voice
simply AWESOME ! so enjoy yea ! * like it love it hate it WATEVER !
just enjoy it . hahaha
& to that someone , am i more like stranger or a friend to you now ?
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Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
